I believe and know that one day death would come for me but it still hasn't dawned on me that i could just disappear in an instant.
I keep telling myself that I have to be prepared at all times but i still live as if I have forever stretched out in front of me.
It's part of my religion to contemplate death everyday and i know that to welcome death in peace, i should be at peace with the world.
But how can I? I'm not the forgiving type, I'm more of the forgetful type of person. I forget the person but the hurt will forever be etched in my brain.